Sleeping with a broken heart.
1:07 AM•Saturday, June 12, 2010
For the 2nd time i did it again in public.
Really fcuking sad.
Couldnt hold that feeling any longer.
Heart was to heavy.
Felt like breaking down.
Seriously.
Today wasnt a goodday for me.
Wasnt what i expected.
Maybe its me.
Maybe im the problem maker.
Maybe im the one who cause this to happen.
God knows me best.
How i feel right now/just now/every single second.
I wish you would too.
Really sorry if i cause this to happen.
Maybe if i could have control myself.
this would not happen.
Wasnt my intention.
& im really sorry.
Everyone has their flaws.
Maybe mine alittle bit too much.
Mother saw me with my red swollen eyes.
I hope she wont think differently about you.
I wouldnt want to say anything to her.
reallyfuckthisfeeling.
And you, can you dont rub it in anymore.
Im sad enough.
and you wanna add more problems.
Maybe you like to see me crying.
godhelpme.
Its nearly 1am.
Should have clean myself.
Should be packing too.
seriously.
I dont wanna go.
But maybe this is what i need
away from everything.
away from this stressful life.
cause you sound like you dont even care.
thanks.
ps:
i was hoping we could spend abit of time tgt.
I really gonna miss you baby!
3days may be short
but i will still miss you bloody sucky much!
really fcuk tdy.
I will call you as soon as i get back.
Takecare of yourself.
I Love You My Dear!
bye.
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